Pictures above are all taken at a "Pumpkin Patch" a week ago. It's a nice place to take the kids and let them run around. Amazing how much pumpkins they grow every year. I personally, doesn't like to eat them. But I heard pumpkin pies are good. :)
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Today and specially yesterday, I am just feeling really, really sick. I feel like I've been run by a truck. Muscle ache, head ache, you name it, I think I got a flu. But.. guess where I'm at?. At "work". I cannot afford to loose more work time, it's hard, but got bills to pay and kids to feed. Sometimes I wish, I can go back to my highschool days, even just for a day!.. I miss having a day without worrying, without anybody to take care of, just myself. But then again, when I really think about it. I don't think I can go on a day without my boys. They are life. Isn't it crazy? I guess that's how it is if you are a mom. They are part of you. I remember being a teenager, I never really understand why parent worry too much. Now that I am a mother, I totally get it. It's not more on them trusting you, it's more on the other people or situation that might hurt you. And as a parent, you always want to be there to protect you child. But then again, they have to learn thing by themselves.
When I had my first son, Tristan. It was such a memorable experience. The whole nine months, and specially the labor. After that experience, I always give my mom a bouquet of flowers on my Birthday. I realize what parents, specially mother go though to bring us to this world. They actually put their lives at risk for us. I know, it may sound so cliche, but it's the reality . On my birthday, I don't really celebrate it, like I used to. Now, I look at it as a day to appreciate and thank my parents, specially my mom. A day to be thankful that I am a mother myself, and that I was able to bring 2 beautiful life in this world. Hopefully, my sons will think the same way when they grow up.
Anyways.. I guess this is how it is.. when your sick... hahaha.. very emotional.. hopefully I will feel better tomorrow.
When I had my first son, Tristan. It was such a memorable experience. The whole nine months, and specially the labor. After that experience, I always give my mom a bouquet of flowers on my Birthday. I realize what parents, specially mother go though to bring us to this world. They actually put their lives at risk for us. I know, it may sound so cliche, but it's the reality . On my birthday, I don't really celebrate it, like I used to. Now, I look at it as a day to appreciate and thank my parents, specially my mom. A day to be thankful that I am a mother myself, and that I was able to bring 2 beautiful life in this world. Hopefully, my sons will think the same way when they grow up.
Anyways.. I guess this is how it is.. when your sick... hahaha.. very emotional.. hopefully I will feel better tomorrow.
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